Once and For Real

Oh my God, i can’t stop thinking. I can’t stop imagine. I can’t stop made myself up in fronta mirror. Hope that he’ll get me. But what i did? I broke myself slowly, with my stupid sense of you. I know i’m in love and i can’t help to get out over and over again. But, yes, i just can’t be another person, i SHALL be myself until forever and until wherever.

You’re not the reason, you’re not.

I’m just so much overthinking of you, too much. Cause that’s the stuff made me happy everytime. I’m happy to see you in my mind, i’m glad to imagine your eyes. And i’m going crazy to did it all.

No, no i can’t change. But I really want him. In the name of my heart now.

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We crossed over the greenness of soya beans field involuntary, and it was a beautiful moment since i’m to you, and you’re never even to me. I saw you, on my rightside, you gave that grass a little most beautiful smile that i really missed. I sang ‘Brick By Boring Brick’, although i wasn’t getting bore anymore. There was you, there was me, there were us. Could we be an us? Have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me?

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Someone called me, then, you made it. Yes. I wasn’t dreaming anymore. Just heared your voice straight through my deaf ears of love. Yes, i’m start over again.

Then, i answered you. I answered you. Then you smiled. Then I saw you. Then we were walk each other away. Then the winds blew that precious incident. Left a bigger smile in my heart. I gave that violet flower to my bestfriend, you didn’t watch me anymore.

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“I’m happy to made you smile today..” that’s what you said there.

“Me too..!” just then, I yelled. Yea you never know, you always made me smile before this day. And i beg you, say it to me, you gonna make me smile, everytime...

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