Showing posts with label L O V E :). Show all posts
Showing posts with label L O V E :). Show all posts
26.8.12
Dawn's Humm
Kembali aku terkapar di ranjangku, dalam dinginnya subuh yang bisu.
Semuanya telah berlalu, begitu jauh dan membiru
Asaku,
Yang kau bunuh tanpa sengaja
Dukaku,
Yang kau tuai dengan senyum manja
Pasrahku,
Yang kau jabarkan dengan bersamanya
Namun kukira aku takkan menyesal,
Cerita biru itu terasa begitu kental,
Mengompori dalamnya otak-otak dangkal,
Aku takkan meluangkan lagi,
Sedetik waktu yang kupunya untuk menyesali,
Sungguh tiada arti,
Sebab kau pergi tanpa permisi,
Dan kerlingan dua bola mata itu semakin mencekik,
Aku bukan satu-satunya,
Korban penyiksaan tanpa-sengaja
Kuyakin ada seribu lainnya
Bahkan tangisi hal yang sama
27 Maret 2011. 2:33 am.
Aku suka banget puisiku yang ini. Always makes me amazed, i could write them when i was 8th grader. When...in fact, everything was much complicated than now. I was wide awake for everything misteriously annoying.
the only impossibility
Jika aku haruslah seindah dirinya untuk bisa kau lihat, maka aku akan mundur selangkah, dan berpura-pura tidak pernah merasakan apapun, dan tidak juga menangisi kelemahanku dihadap semua orang, dan cukup engkau saja yang tahu bahwa aku pernah menyimpan ‘kelebihan’ satu-satunya yang kumiliki untukmu, yang kau dan aku pernah menyebutnya sebagai ketidakmungkinan itu.
5.8.12
A Dramatic Turnaway to 16
In order to be a legend, we should start everything from nothing. As simple as you can say 'from zero to hero'. Now i'm a totally change person--upcoming hero, Amen. When building reputation is the goal, i mean not those kinda reputation but i'm sure you got what i mean. Walking with sun over my head, handwashing, cooking, no internet access that at last forced me to use pulse, drilling myself with books 24/7 were just being my meal everyday. And do you know my principle now? No weak, no pain, no mercy. Just what kungfu holds.
No doubt, this is a post about my birthday. My sweet 16 and also my sweetest birthday ever. Now that i'm away from my parents, my brother, my all families. Knowing myself trying to stand tall among a great war of my life. Kay,
and it was August 2 in the early morning on fasting month. In fact i was so tired of doing unending tasks. We did them all and decided to sleep at Rahma's room, with me, Adi, Dilia, and Miranda. It was a super-windy night. My laundries blown away by a great wind. The dorm became so much horror--or yes you can say that we are a newbie and of course we're easily scared by rumors. I was waiting for Pak Bombat when suddenly someone knocked Rahma's door--it was him. But dang! He didn't bring my sahur food. I thought i've told Adi to message him but it was a miscommunication. Haha~ So then the kind Pak Bombat turned back to his house to have me some meal. 5 minutes then, then i've gotten my food. I did eat, but everyone leave. I didn't even noticed that it might be a trick or whatever is that. If you believe--I forgot if it was my birthday. I was alone at Rahma's room. My cellphone dead. I was shivering and put my blanket, ate all by myself. Then Rahma came back, Miranda either. But they didn't even talk to me. I was silenced. Okay. 10 minutes. Then someone knocked the door. I opened it and ..
Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to you..
Happy bithday dear Ulid.. Happy birthday to you..
Adi. Dilia. Oh you both looks sooo pretty with candlelight ray through your face. They brought 3 leftover roti sisir and we ate it together :) And how fool was i, no picture guys.
I did nothing but smiling. I was so touched. So. Touched.
Then the evening i had a plan with 10HOOLIGANS to have buka bersama at Lombok Idjo resto madiun. It was a pretty-ancient-supercrowded place with a yummiest kremesan chicken i've ever tasted. We all gathered without Rengga the class leader. But it was a warm rendezvous as always, Nanie joined even she's not moslem. I was just torned my chicken when someone held my shoulder, i turned, i saw Adi bringing a beautiful cake. Then everyone sang Happy Birthday song for me.
I was going to cry since i just knew them all and what i got? I got a special present, you guys, this warm friendship, your hugs, and also that cake. So what should i say then? I love you. I love you, guys and it never goes this bad.
August 4.
A day when i should go Ponorogo to attend a dinner with all members of SMP Terpadu's 7th batch at Bangor resto. The comers are unexpected. They are a lot. Jimmy got frustated of collecting money, but he seemed happy since he got money on his hand. Haha. I met my old friends, my hunting friends, my band buddies, my kpop-er colonies, everyone including him.
We were eating delicious fried rice with sausage and lettuces, also the legendary beverage--Iced Tea. I was chatting with Afan, my huge drummer, since we had a very little time even just to greet each other. Also Aan, my second bobby and Enggar, my older-little brother and also my mate. We were getting warmer when Dila, Alya, Ayuk walked from distance, sang happy birthday, brought cake, and candle.
My wishes told, my candle blown, my first cake was for Ghozy--who was also the birthday boy, my best friend, my Kakak, my one i never give up, my diary. Happy birthday ya, kak.. :)
Then, jadilah kita coret-coretan pake krim. Wajahku jadi riot deh.
No doubt, this is a post about my birthday. My sweet 16 and also my sweetest birthday ever. Now that i'm away from my parents, my brother, my all families. Knowing myself trying to stand tall among a great war of my life. Kay,
and it was August 2 in the early morning on fasting month. In fact i was so tired of doing unending tasks. We did them all and decided to sleep at Rahma's room, with me, Adi, Dilia, and Miranda. It was a super-windy night. My laundries blown away by a great wind. The dorm became so much horror--or yes you can say that we are a newbie and of course we're easily scared by rumors. I was waiting for Pak Bombat when suddenly someone knocked Rahma's door--it was him. But dang! He didn't bring my sahur food. I thought i've told Adi to message him but it was a miscommunication. Haha~ So then the kind Pak Bombat turned back to his house to have me some meal. 5 minutes then, then i've gotten my food. I did eat, but everyone leave. I didn't even noticed that it might be a trick or whatever is that. If you believe--I forgot if it was my birthday. I was alone at Rahma's room. My cellphone dead. I was shivering and put my blanket, ate all by myself. Then Rahma came back, Miranda either. But they didn't even talk to me. I was silenced. Okay. 10 minutes. Then someone knocked the door. I opened it and ..
Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to you..
Happy bithday dear Ulid.. Happy birthday to you..
Adi. Dilia. Oh you both looks sooo pretty with candlelight ray through your face. They brought 3 leftover roti sisir and we ate it together :) And how fool was i, no picture guys.
I did nothing but smiling. I was so touched. So. Touched.
Then the evening i had a plan with 10HOOLIGANS to have buka bersama at Lombok Idjo resto madiun. It was a pretty-ancient-supercrowded place with a yummiest kremesan chicken i've ever tasted. We all gathered without Rengga the class leader. But it was a warm rendezvous as always, Nanie joined even she's not moslem. I was just torned my chicken when someone held my shoulder, i turned, i saw Adi bringing a beautiful cake. Then everyone sang Happy Birthday song for me.
I was going to cry since i just knew them all and what i got? I got a special present, you guys, this warm friendship, your hugs, and also that cake. So what should i say then? I love you. I love you, guys and it never goes this bad.
August 4.
A day when i should go Ponorogo to attend a dinner with all members of SMP Terpadu's 7th batch at Bangor resto. The comers are unexpected. They are a lot. Jimmy got frustated of collecting money, but he seemed happy since he got money on his hand. Haha. I met my old friends, my hunting friends, my band buddies, my kpop-er colonies, everyone including him.
We were eating delicious fried rice with sausage and lettuces, also the legendary beverage--Iced Tea. I was chatting with Afan, my huge drummer, since we had a very little time even just to greet each other. Also Aan, my second bobby and Enggar, my older-little brother and also my mate. We were getting warmer when Dila, Alya, Ayuk walked from distance, sang happy birthday, brought cake, and candle.
My wishes told, my candle blown, my first cake was for Ghozy--who was also the birthday boy, my best friend, my Kakak, my one i never give up, my diary. Happy birthday ya, kak.. :)
Then, jadilah kita coret-coretan pake krim. Wajahku jadi riot deh.
A plain day, or I thought it was before, turned out to
be one of the greatest moment in my life.
I didn't even know how to describe what I felt.
I didn't even know how to describe what I felt.
Happy was the simplest word.
31.5.12
dawn voyage
I still remember the look on your face,
been through the darkness at 1:58,
The words that you whispered for just us to kno. You told me you loved me so why did you go away?
I do recall now the smell of the rain. Fresh on the pavement, i ran off the plane.
That July 9th the beat of your heart,
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms ..
But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last hug,
Never imagined we'd end like this,
Your name, forever the name on my lips ..
The words that you whispered for just us to kno. You told me you loved me so why did you go away?
I do recall now the smell of the rain. Fresh on the pavement, i ran off the plane.
That July 9th the beat of your heart,
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms ..
But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last hug,
Never imagined we'd end like this,
Your name, forever the name on my lips ..
...
And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day. And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed. We can plan for a change in weather and time. I never planned on you changing your mind ..
So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes,
All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss ..
I never thought we'd ever last hug.
Never imagined we'd end like this.
Your name, forever the name on my lips.
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips.
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last.
Awake at 3.41am by someone. Then back to sleep.. found myself get down on my knees. Cried. Begged. Regretted. And how miserable .. you blamed me for anything. Any thing. I'm still loving you. But now i'm trashed, and scattered. Oh.
29.5.12
"i wish nothing but the best for you"
Kau tahu?
Semalam aku sendiri. Dan itu adalah rasa paling 'sendiri' yang pernah aku rasakan seumur hidupku. Seperti sebuah kesunyian yang luar biasa. Sayangnya sunyi itu bukanlah sunyi atas ketenangan, tapi pasrah. Oleh semuanya yang kusadari telah hancur keping demi keping.
I thought we'd get to see forever, but forever's gone away ..
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday ..
I should've know it would be a song of mine.
Oh God, aku cuma nggak nyangka ternyata aku ini hina banget ya. Sampe-sampe aku jadi alasan buat kehancuran seseorang dengan seseorang yang lain. Aku se'murahan' itu ya sampai kamu bisa menjudge aku seperti itu? Aku cuma gak mengerti, kawan. Sungguh gak mengerti atas jalan pikiran kalian berdua. Sebenarnya jalan pikiranku atau jalan pikiran kalian yang murahan ya?
Just a reminder, aku kenal kamu. Luar dalam. Dua tahun terakhir yang kuperjuangkan hanya untuk bersamamu, mencoba mengerti kamu, saling membenarkan, membelamu, menyayangimu, seutuhnya. Dan yang kau lakukan? Kau lebih memihaknya. Dia yang mengenalmu karena kau cantik. Dia yang menyayangi segala kelebihanmu.Dia yang MEMBENCI kekuranganmu. Dia yang sok benar dan sok mengerti segala tentangmu. Baiklah, kurasa ini akhir dari segalanya. Kembalilah padaku jika suatu saat kau mau. Kembalilah dan sembuhkan sakit hatiku. Itupun jika kau mau, dan kau mampu.
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Semalam aku sendiri. Dan itu adalah rasa paling 'sendiri' yang pernah aku rasakan seumur hidupku. Seperti sebuah kesunyian yang luar biasa. Sayangnya sunyi itu bukanlah sunyi atas ketenangan, tapi pasrah. Oleh semuanya yang kusadari telah hancur keping demi keping.
I thought we'd get to see forever, but forever's gone away ..
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday ..
I should've know it would be a song of mine.
Oh God, aku cuma nggak nyangka ternyata aku ini hina banget ya. Sampe-sampe aku jadi alasan buat kehancuran seseorang dengan seseorang yang lain. Aku se'murahan' itu ya sampai kamu bisa menjudge aku seperti itu? Aku cuma gak mengerti, kawan. Sungguh gak mengerti atas jalan pikiran kalian berdua. Sebenarnya jalan pikiranku atau jalan pikiran kalian yang murahan ya?
Just a reminder, aku kenal kamu. Luar dalam. Dua tahun terakhir yang kuperjuangkan hanya untuk bersamamu, mencoba mengerti kamu, saling membenarkan, membelamu, menyayangimu, seutuhnya. Dan yang kau lakukan? Kau lebih memihaknya. Dia yang mengenalmu karena kau cantik. Dia yang menyayangi segala kelebihanmu.Dia yang MEMBENCI kekuranganmu. Dia yang sok benar dan sok mengerti segala tentangmu. Baiklah, kurasa ini akhir dari segalanya. Kembalilah padaku jika suatu saat kau mau. Kembalilah dan sembuhkan sakit hatiku. Itupun jika kau mau, dan kau mampu.
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a boy and you're in relationship now
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess he gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
That you found a boy and you're in relationship now
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess he gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
God, i broke up with my best friend ..
25.5.12
and even on the evening
Coming to share some pictures we hunted on a resto and also in the middle of a field at the Anggrek road. It was accidental and pretty, though. Actually i wanna review the food but i seemed too starving to complained. :D
Softdrink 3.5k
yang diatas tak ternilai harganya, yang dibawah juga..
wajah wajah mesum ..
the next are tummyfilllers.
Special Fried Rice 9k
Original Steak 9,5k
.. and the following pictures seem predictable.. yes. Pretty unwanted. Pretty cute.
TRIO MACAN. eh bukan..
cud u guess? No? Okay i'm not popular. Hehe
OKAY THIS IS JUMPING SECTION. EVERYBODY STANDUUP PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR!
kurang tinggi wik! Aaargh menyesal menyesal menyesal =,=
unyu beud itu pose gue, Dila ngambilnya pas banget..
AND FINALLY, let me sing..
".. baru saja berakhir hujan di sore ini,
menyisakan keajaiban kilauan indahnya pelangi..
tak pernah terlewatkan, dan tetap mengaguminya,
kesempatan seperti ini tak akan bisa dibeli..
bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu,
senang bisa mengenal dirimu
rasanya semua begitu sempurna
sayang untuk mengakhirinya ..
melawan keterbatasan walau sedikit kemungkinan,
takkan menyerah untuk hadapi,
hingga sedih tak mau datang lagi ..
Janganlah berganti.. Tetaplah seperti ini.."
Canon EOS 1100D
EF-S 18-55mm
Thanks to Dila and Dewi
16.5.12
Future ola future
Boosh! Got ya.
How's life? I'm fine really hard. The moon is coming right now and just God knows what was that, hehe. Even had somewhat hurricane-venus these days. However we've puzzled the puzzle and fix 'em up already. Not quick. It was a-yearlike-4-days. Terrible, yes that. Ok, i'm a dumb but i'm liking to say much. "It's better to say too much than never to say what you need to say", eh? John Mayer told me. Blame him if somebody still holding that fcking "Silence is gold"-thing. As always, the next words will have no relations with sentences before this. You know me so well. Ah.. really.
May 3.
Starts from Rosalia Indah night bus agent. We got there with a lotsa hope packed on the suitcases. We were ready to rock. Yea i didn't know her feeling so let's better to say "I was gonna rock". It was a tiring 20 hours just to settled on the seat. It went better since i saw my mum beside me. She always succeed gaining my mood before. First we got the Super-executive bus class because our exact bus was in Solo. Whoa! Could you imagine that? We were feeling like in a jetplane!! Wide left to right and also back to forth recleaning-seats with 1-2 formation. Then i ask mum. "Do you think what i think mum? I'm hoping the time rotate against the clockwise. Much slower." Haha. Seriously guys, it was C that meets O, that also friend with Z who had just married Y. But the wonderfulness usually don't last forever. And it got us just to stay in the bus for 3 hours. Hah, then we met out bus at Solo. Executive-class. Not bad. And our night spended by sang around with John Lennon who danced and kissed a lot with Yoko Ono. "Dumbass conductor, we have a lot of underage brats here".
May 4.
Got there with live-surviving cab. Felt like sen no kaze ni natte blowed my face. No not wind, solar-smoke. We got blackened. And thats i want. "Got blackened of adventure" and i think i accomplished my mission.
We entered the resort named "Kinasih". First time i saw that, it seemed ratherlike a hotel than boarding school. And then the huge gate opened by the securities. Then ... feels like someone played a Busker Busker - Cherry Blossom in force. Soo.. green. Like a drama.
Oh god, this is the best school. Ever. I ever seen before. Am i will be here for sure? I was asking myself. And God knew i was fear, but ihad to do this one for everyone. Like i was got into a war with students allover Indonesia. Like i got to punch their face one-by-one but i was faceless. Then i remembered my brother said "Cemungudh kakak" then i felt filled up.
We were waiting at the dorm-will-be lobby for almost 4 hours to get the room key. I was a room with Claudia, Lidya and Lintang. So, there was 3-dia at room. Claudia, Lidya, and Maulidia. Haha fun, and it made us stay inside the room when everyone was lost in nowhere to get know some strangers, yes--sleeping. Sampe hampir magrib, without Lintang.
At nite, we all gathered in what they say Bale Bengong to had some dinnerbox and had fun with the seniors. Sang some songs and at last i got fascinated with a man from the city of nowhere. I was fallen in love with his voice. Then we went back to the dorm at 9. Then played some joke until 10. And finally slept.
I was kinda saying that It's So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday. Ah..
May 5.
6 am. Got our suitcases laid down outta the roomdoor. Got ready to move on. After we done some breakfast we had a photo session and registration, then made some lines to hear some speech from the principal. And someone in my line vomitted. How sweet that she spread her weapon to somebody in front of her. Yuck. Bad start today.
8am. Academic test, math and english. not less than 100 questions had to be done in less than 2 hours, plus we had to write a story in at least 200 words. Lucky that at least they didn't say it was single count. Okay done. Another luck, i did the test along with the tomcats in the windows. Haha
11am. I was the first group called to have some interview with seniors from SA. My heart was a kinda played around with a treadmill. But with the violin player beside me (he looked like a girl actually so i amused. hehe) i felt better. We chatted with some seniors, and the one i remember is Arnold. He's a kind man i think. My name called, my life staked the following seconds then.
12pm. having FGD with cool guys. Felt like sen no kaze ni natte lagi deh. Haha
3 pm. I went bekasi with my aunties uncle, cousins and niece there picked us up. We got jagorawi highway, it was raining and i like it. My journey ended. Even i'm still afraid, at least Allah knows i've done my best.
May 6.
went Mega Bekasi and find this picture. I bought a jeans only. I was wealthless. haha
Had some brownies making with my aunty and my mum. And got this pic. I hope you see it, brother. :)
May 7.
It was so cloudy and raining in the morning in Bekasi. I was upstairs and feeling cold by myself. I miss you.. And i think i was gonna miss you.
I went Ponorogo. With a sack of hope that you will be my future. Yes, future. I've dreamed to be with you far away before.I'm still waiting for a reason to make me stay longer there. Longer to be part of yours. Longer than anyone ever thought about.
How's life? I'm fine really hard. The moon is coming right now and just God knows what was that, hehe. Even had somewhat hurricane-venus these days. However we've puzzled the puzzle and fix 'em up already. Not quick. It was a-yearlike-4-days. Terrible, yes that. Ok, i'm a dumb but i'm liking to say much. "It's better to say too much than never to say what you need to say", eh? John Mayer told me. Blame him if somebody still holding that fcking "Silence is gold"-thing. As always, the next words will have no relations with sentences before this. You know me so well. Ah.. really.
May 3.
Starts from Rosalia Indah night bus agent. We got there with a lotsa hope packed on the suitcases. We were ready to rock. Yea i didn't know her feeling so let's better to say "I was gonna rock". It was a tiring 20 hours just to settled on the seat. It went better since i saw my mum beside me. She always succeed gaining my mood before. First we got the Super-executive bus class because our exact bus was in Solo. Whoa! Could you imagine that? We were feeling like in a jetplane!! Wide left to right and also back to forth recleaning-seats with 1-2 formation. Then i ask mum. "Do you think what i think mum? I'm hoping the time rotate against the clockwise. Much slower." Haha. Seriously guys, it was C that meets O, that also friend with Z who had just married Y. But the wonderfulness usually don't last forever. And it got us just to stay in the bus for 3 hours. Hah, then we met out bus at Solo. Executive-class. Not bad. And our night spended by sang around with John Lennon who danced and kissed a lot with Yoko Ono. "Dumbass conductor, we have a lot of underage brats here".
May 4.
Got there with live-surviving cab. Felt like sen no kaze ni natte blowed my face. No not wind, solar-smoke. We got blackened. And thats i want. "Got blackened of adventure" and i think i accomplished my mission.
We entered the resort named "Kinasih". First time i saw that, it seemed ratherlike a hotel than boarding school. And then the huge gate opened by the securities. Then ... feels like someone played a Busker Busker - Cherry Blossom in force. Soo.. green. Like a drama.
Oh god, this is the best school. Ever. I ever seen before. Am i will be here for sure? I was asking myself. And God knew i was fear, but ihad to do this one for everyone. Like i was got into a war with students allover Indonesia. Like i got to punch their face one-by-one but i was faceless. Then i remembered my brother said "Cemungudh kakak" then i felt filled up.
We were waiting at the dorm-will-be lobby for almost 4 hours to get the room key. I was a room with Claudia, Lidya and Lintang. So, there was 3-dia at room. Claudia, Lidya, and Maulidia. Haha fun, and it made us stay inside the room when everyone was lost in nowhere to get know some strangers, yes--sleeping. Sampe hampir magrib, without Lintang.
At nite, we all gathered in what they say Bale Bengong to had some dinnerbox and had fun with the seniors. Sang some songs and at last i got fascinated with a man from the city of nowhere. I was fallen in love with his voice. Then we went back to the dorm at 9. Then played some joke until 10. And finally slept.
I was kinda saying that It's So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday. Ah..
May 5.
6 am. Got our suitcases laid down outta the roomdoor. Got ready to move on. After we done some breakfast we had a photo session and registration, then made some lines to hear some speech from the principal. And someone in my line vomitted. How sweet that she spread her weapon to somebody in front of her. Yuck. Bad start today.
8am. Academic test, math and english. not less than 100 questions had to be done in less than 2 hours, plus we had to write a story in at least 200 words. Lucky that at least they didn't say it was single count. Okay done. Another luck, i did the test along with the tomcats in the windows. Haha
11am. I was the first group called to have some interview with seniors from SA. My heart was a kinda played around with a treadmill. But with the violin player beside me (he looked like a girl actually so i amused. hehe) i felt better. We chatted with some seniors, and the one i remember is Arnold. He's a kind man i think. My name called, my life staked the following seconds then.
12pm. having FGD with cool guys. Felt like sen no kaze ni natte lagi deh. Haha
3 pm. I went bekasi with my aunties uncle, cousins and niece there picked us up. We got jagorawi highway, it was raining and i like it. My journey ended. Even i'm still afraid, at least Allah knows i've done my best.
May 6.
went Mega Bekasi and find this picture. I bought a jeans only. I was wealthless. haha
Had some brownies making with my aunty and my mum. And got this pic. I hope you see it, brother. :)
May 7.
It was so cloudy and raining in the morning in Bekasi. I was upstairs and feeling cold by myself. I miss you.. And i think i was gonna miss you.
I went Ponorogo. With a sack of hope that you will be my future. Yes, future. I've dreamed to be with you far away before.I'm still waiting for a reason to make me stay longer there. Longer to be part of yours. Longer than anyone ever thought about.
11.5.12
Morning Greet
Haha, want it? Just wash your creepy face by now! | mirror | "You better told that to yourself. You look creepy."
Okay theen. I'm going to sing a beautiful song for you. For me, actually. Hehe. Hope you're gonna like it! You, there, hear this.
It's So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday
B o y z I I M e n
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How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
BA-DUM-TSSSS!!
10.5.12
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