This is been i left for year. No other, just listen.
You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you
So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come Back to Me – David Cook
Dear September,
Speak up, Dear, cause I cannot hear you, I need to know why we don't trust
them..
Explain to me this conspiracy against me!
And tell me how I've lost my power ..
Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainties I'm so unsure of
Tell me why I feel so alone cause I need to Know to whom do I owe
Conspiracy - Paramore
Dear October,
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends ..
here comes, the rain again falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again becoming who we are..
as my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends ..
Wake Me Up When September Ends - Greenday
I still fell asleep. And still kinda didn’t want to realize anything. Any thing.
Until you came a night when i just memorized all the moment we’ve been left
behind. Each tears, each step, each crack of laugh, each smile, each gaze, each
word, each vowel, each promise, each bullshit, each you, each me, and each us. I’ve
counted them, one to uncountable.
And Dear November,
I'm so glad you made time to see
me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.
Back To December – Taylor Swift
Oh, November ..
It's so long were the nights when my days once revolved around you. Counting my
footsteps, praying the floor won’t fall through, again. My mother accused me of
losing my mind, but
I swore I was fine.
You paint me a blue sky, and go back and turn it to rain. And I lived in your
chess game, but you changed the rules
everyday. Wonderin’ which version of you I might get on the phone, tonight.
Well I stopped pickin’ up and this song is to let you know why.
Well maybe it’s me, and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it’s you and your
sick need to give love and take it away. And you'll add my name to your long
list of traitors who don't understand. And I'll look back in regret how I
ignored when they said 'Run
as fast as you can’.
Dear Someone, I see it all now it was
wrong, don’t you think fifteen’s too young to be played by your dark, twisted
games. When I loved you so, I should've known.
You are an expert at sorry and keeping the lines blurry, never impressed by me
acing your tests. All the girls tha you run dry have tired lifeless eyes, cause
you burned them out.
But I took your matches before fire could catch me, so don’t look now, I’m
shining like fireworks over your sad empty town.
Dear Someone,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home, I should've known ...
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