\Haahh :)
Such a beautiful afternoon i never imagined before. Just like, this is just like something great tornado crashed my brain. That words, dizzling up so badly like crazy.
Ok, we've been 3 years, in this tiny rural venue we call by school. The determination just about a month left. Some amazing people came to our ancient lovely palace. Asked us "How far have you been?". And what a shame when we got so riot with that dealing. Everyone looked each other, like ask for theirselves how and how. And a voice heard "25%..". It became so quiet in sudden. A simulation of a big dreams came hopeless further. And seriously, i was kinda want to say 'me-either' thing but i just not brave enough to said such thing that finally gonna lower my motivation. No, you are never 25 now. Then i would find a time to gather and discuss. Tried to be the democratic one between the war of heart and mind. And i preferred to be 'forget and keep stepping better'. And i was confessed, i'm a fail dreamer.
The sun was high enough to make such sweats drenching the white-blue corporals' waists. Like too hot to be cold. Then i was doing a fight with some Physic interrogatories. Right just after i met that angel--yes, how I call her--shined from distance. Last night i told her about 'how's live been for these time' and 'what i feel'. I promised to told her just tomorrow after that night. And i was now in front of her. Bunches of stories wanted to explode, i was wanted to die right there. I was a kind of rebel so i left Physical Ed. lesson that time. I didn't care. And you know why? 15 minutes left after i said "Sir, i wanna go to the toilet, please?" and i walked to the room with red-sobbed-eyes. I hugged them, make some unexpected warmth. I felt so safe. I felt so alive. I was switched on. Thank you guys, aku tak akan cukup berkata terima kasih untuk semua yang kalian berikan.. Saranghaeyo!
No dream on earth is too high. Decide your dream and never be afraid of failure in future. Because why? When you're dreaming, you will believe. When you're believing, you have a hope. When you're hoping, you have a target. When you got your target, you'll move forward. And when you're moving forward, you will learn everything to chase back your dream.
Roidah Afifah
