Each of human beings (normally) given a pair of eyes. They
could only see what’s visible. You may
hear that some others have their abilities to see something generally unseen. But luckily (yeah, i call that a
luck), i’m not those some others. I’m
just another ordinary human beings. I also am given a pair of eyes that can see
visible things. Those eyes function as well, but actually there’s one thing i
might regret having.
My eyes can’t see what’s going on behind me.
When i ask everyone why can’t I see behind, they just tell
me that it’s like i’m asking why the earth rotates. They say that’s how the
life works. It manipulates you, make you seem smarter and foolish at once. While
you’re doing something, somebody out there might have done their own stuffs without your permission and you
would have no idea how far those stuffs had gone.
I’m sad knowing my eyes could only be used to look forward.
And here i am starting to brag. Not that i’m not grateful. But
as a human, i’m given rights to wish some wishes that nobody could assure will
they be granted. What do I wish for? I wish i witness thing i shouldn’t have missed. I wish i could reveal secrets
that are concealed from me, secrets that recognize me as a stranger. But again,
I’m only human. And wishes that I’ve wished seemed to be impossible. Those wishes
belong to God, and did I just wish myself to have God’s power? I know the answer
is a ‘heck no’. As a human being i could only speculate, i could only think
about relativity including all the maybes and perhaps it makes.
So, if I should sum up it all and make some conclusion, then
it goes like this.
We are all human beings. We know we were born for some
reasons, but we never know what and which reason. But let me tell you what I
thought, this might break your heart so you better switch the tab or lost to
somewhere else. I’m going to say that you can’t have everybody on your side, no
matter how much they mean to you. It might be they don’t feel the same about
you and they just wanna get rid of you from the very beginning. And another
miserable fact is, that you can’t easily know what you wana know. Some facts
are purposedly hidden from you, don’t care if it’s good for you or bad for
you, they are just hidden that sometimes you have to put yourself on a long and
painful journey to finally unveil them.
One day, we’ll come up that we are already drenched of
sweats that we want to give up but we can’t. We can’t because we keep on
reminiscing the past and replay the once-thrown-to-the-garbage cassette. That day
we finally know that we’ve been a foolish for too long. We’re tricked by not-so-smarter-than-you
trickster and we regret for being so stupid. We’ll start to blame on life why
didn’t it give us more eyes to see, maybe some eyes that work like radar so we
could easily know just anything that
goes on. We’re warned whenever the
danger comes so we could anticipate for any kinds of destruction.
But, we aren’t meant to work like that. We’re all human, and
we’re meant to be heartbroken. Sometimes we learn, sometimes we cry, and the rest we spend by regretting. I
proposed for a radar to God but He seems like taking it as a joke, and i hate
that. I hate that because of me--my wish, all of us don’t have that kind of radar, that
we can’t anticipate and we could've finally invaded then eventually destructed into
pieces. Disposable ruins.
Look at us, look at me how fragile and breakable I
am. You could just break me up if you want to and I won’t be angry since I’m
too an understanding.
So, in the end I know I could only wish I don’t miss a thing. Whether it's forever a wish....i never know.
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