23.1.13

'Rainbow' is relative :)

Mungkin ini jalan kita :)

I decided stop trying. I did quit this game.
Time speaks, and you walk closer. And this lil self feels good. I'm no stumbling at all. I'm feeling safe when you're around.

Thank God. For showing me Your beautiful way. Now i can see clearer, see the world with an opened mind. I should've know, we were destined not for knowing each other, maybe seeing each other's happiness is enough. We stared. We smiled.

CASE CLOSED.

20.1.13

I hate to be soon turning to 17





17 sucks.

Identity card. Driving license. General election. College. Jobs. Graduations. Turn. Marriage legal age. Released. Someone opened my gate. Feelings. Understandings. Ranks. Competitions. The real world.
 I hate it.

I miss living in fairy tales.
Give me back my 16.
Peterpan, help me.
I wanna be forever 16.



How does it feel?

How does it feel to be announced dead?
How does it feel to be dead?
How does it feel to leave away?
How does it feel to feel nothing?
How does it feel to see your feet above the ground?
How does it feel to see people crying because of you?
How does it feel to fly?
How does it feel to be invisible?
How does it feel to be remembered or forgotten?
How does it feel to be considered not exist, besides you're around?
How does it feel to have no choice?
How does it feel to see the hell and heaven?
How does it feel to walk towards one of them?
How does it feel seeing Him count all you've done?
How does it feel to see everyone deliver you back in nothingness to Him?
How does it feel?