Been half a year since i was listed as a 'cimit-cimit' there for the first time. I've got my academic report on my hand. And it's the thing i shuold be thankful of. I remember the feeling of being announced as a winner in one of hundreds of people. More, it was my last choice or i will never sit in this chair just like now. The first day was good, i found a bunch of people, made friends and of course, adapt quickly. They're just a sort of fun persons to be weird with and you know i like those kinda people. We made some yell-yell even it took a lotta time because the lackness of inspiration on our heads. I got Seismograph for my group. And finally found a lotta good friends, too, they're evenly different. From the alay-est to the most pathetic, all in one. We also performed a drama under the title 'Hallyu versus Nationality' seen by the seniors. It was pretty embarassing, but it was worth fighting for. They also introduced a lot of exciting and also challenging extras. Exactly, they needed me to enroll. I chose english smart, theater, wall-magz, and the last is journalism. And the orientation ended by the outbound in Taman Ria Maospati. I could say that it was our last day to enjoy our childishness to the max. Cause i knew that the upcoming days gonna be so hard.
Then I moved. You moved. We all moved on. I left Seismograph to Hooligans. My new, true, family for the next two tiring semester. I remember our faces when we first met each other. You both stared me like i was a stranded-alien-coming-from-the-land-of-mars. But you all ended up agreeing that i'ma human since i was dressed, i had name, i had a home address, i had KTP, and i got there not by riding a UFO. But you guys decided that we are aliens colony, so i enjoy. We knew each other, not instantly, actually. But yes we keep trying up until now to know each other more and more.
You guys.
I know maybe now i'm still nothing to you. But you gotta know that everyday i struggle in the name of you. I'm so proud being a part of you. Being the 14th even i don't like four-thing. You just have to know that i can't hear you say that you don't love me. Really. Because why? I DO love you. And i never want you to leave me alone in your sadness or happiness. I want your tears, just like i want your smiles. So, share it with me. Let me see. Let me feel. Let us hold on together against the world.
You taught me how to live righteously. Understanding people. Paying off our promises. Doing responsibility. Being on time. Remind each other, sad or glad news is it. Never take off hands from the people in need. Raise up from the deep falling. Loving people with heart, nor the eyes. And.... you also taught me to pretend smiles no matter how much my heart hurt by whoever.
And now i'm here. Trying to enjoy this position because God know actually i'm not. Trying to manage when i should be myself and when i shouldn't. You are my home. Somewhere i belong to. A place i would look into. My power bank. A portable spirit-charger. You are my home. Somewhere i would come back from my other world. A source of thousands impossible stories. We plan it all, and make it all together. A place where impossible has no power to grow.
So don't you dare to leave me. Ever.
It's something a friend wouldn't do.
And you are my friend. You are my family.
You are my home.
Somewhere i'll always go.
You are my siblings.
People i'll never tired of listening.
And we are the one.
Let's be weird and mess up around.
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