A Lonely Prince

And it was August two, it should be the most beautiful day for me. Yes, there was a happier part. There was the worst, so.

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Tuesday night, 10:47 pm.

I’ve never heard your voice so clearly for 10 years. And this’ the first time i could do it again. You shout out there, i shut right here. I smile. That’s really a voice i missed. Then something messed up, the conversation. The conversation. Between him and his Mama.

One word. Hard word.

Two.

Three.

Then four, five, six, seven, uncountable hard words.

11:00 pm.

You haven’t stop.

And now’s 11:22.

Would you stop? Your voices said “No”

Silenced on my own mind. Try to conclude what was really happen. My heart hurted by somehow who i’ve ever can’t live without. And he did the same. Yo, it’s more than 13 years ago.

Seems like : i wanna run and hug you soon.

A lonely big handsome boy. Where’s your girlfriend? Has she ever known you cried?

I sang, behind the window of a house on a crossroad.

...

Momma, you’re always somewhere

Daddy, ya live out the town

So, tell me how could i ever be? No more somehow

You tell me this is for the best

So tell me why am i in tears?

So far away and now i just need you here

So we fly to the earth,

And we’re cryin’, cryin’ cryin’, cry

And we live, and we learn

And we’re tryin’, tryin’, tryin’, try

So it’s up to you

And it’s up to me

While we meet in the middle on the way back down to earth..

When there’s no road to getting your heart,

Let’s start over again ...

Cause why?

I never thought that it’d be easy

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Wish you get well soon. Really hard soon.