February 5, 21:19
I almost vomit my whole dinner once i read those only two words written by her. It wasn't really clear. But the point is, He got into an accident.
I was panicking and I didn't know what for. I kept on saying to myself not to do anything. Tried to harden my heart.
"You don't have to care."
"You yourself were hurt so deeply and he didn't even realize that 'til now."
"You're not going to run through the rain to save a bastard."
I ran all the way, mocking the rain. "I'm not going to lose because of you."
How stubborn could I be to do something like this. I mean, what am I trying to be? A hero? I lost it all, am I going to recollect the pieces? I just don't know.
"Sini lihat."
I ended up seeing him very closely. Under the traffic light in the middle of the city. When the moon is hidden behind those dark clouds. When the sky drizzled pouring upon our cold selves. I ended up seeing every wound i could possibly see. Making sure he's alright. Making sure he's not badly hurt.
What have I just done again?
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