When you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you ♥

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way ...

So let’s remember to a morning on a school when she hugged you and tried to show that she was missing but you ran away with no words. And the day when she was quarreled with you and tried to take a topic about her day but you ignored. Also, the day when se met her friends, said a hello and got no response.

Yes, that’s annoying when someone you loved ignored you. It’s a holy suck you wanna cry but nowhere to run and share. And actually we all know that you’ve been tricked. Yeah, you’re tricked!

Then it was 21th December morning, still no hope for lots of happy birthday greetings for her beloved. 10am she started to cry, and Bramasto sang a poetry but it just made her cry louder than before. Nobody at home remembered. The other dang men just stared at her and got a blank in his mind for all his plots with me. Finally, i entered her class and sang ..

“Happy birthday to you..

Happy birthday to you ..

Happy birthday sahabatku ..

Happy birthday to you..”

Stucked and hell-yeah, we hugged each other so badly. She looked at my face with her eyes red—full of tears and said “I miss you”. Her eyes just so right.

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be

...

And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Day goes by and just then i sat down to write this. A super beautiful night to me and them. Had no bla-bla-bla and just went there to buy a tart. But, “Aku ngutang ya?” Ghozy said and okay done. The surprise was fail because of her mother actually (swear i can’t tell here. Hehe), and his father didn’t make the situation got better with said “Masya Allah”, how innocence. But we were really there, a lotsa prayers and wishes cracked up on her mind. The candles just blown up and the candlelight party was over.

I love to remember her seemed so awkward with that little tragedy. And got so much worse when Farhan came spontaneously. She gave some cakes to her mother first, to me, Ghozy, then Farhan that came last. Nyumm :9

Finally, the little spark closed. I just kiss her cheeks and said “Happy birthday, dear”. Wondered when will we have a time just like this that now seems so impossible. I was very glad, i am. And i hope she feel the same, let her be happy for the rest of her life. ♥

But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

 (our new Romeo and Juliette.Hehe)

No, they are just a bit i wanna tell you. More than your rest of time to tell everything about her and us. There’s a mighty capacity of memories lies behind. Does she know that I love her a lot? Don’t mind. I only realized she’s now fifteen and it would just a big chance for her to change everything that has been necessary unchanged. So thanks God to gave her a long life, good luck, sweetheart. I love you :) 

Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors ...